Monday, September 15, 2008

rest ye weary traveler


the weary traveler returns to find life relatively unchanged. he sits in darkness with the secret objects that signify his journey, recently taken, each thing significant in invisble ways to the world, perhaps because this significance is not in them, but truly inside him. these things can never be navigational for us, for we are the outsiders. yet he is anxious and able to cover them with his eyes and hands lovingly; and then, with eyes closed, fingers strumming, he visualizes everything he left behind - every moment these claimed objects really speak of. he relives these moments through these objects, and he sings songs that replicate their original atmospheres, his hummings suggesting spaces, lighting, and feeling of there and then. through song and object, images grow in his mind, and they are as difficult for us to navigate as the objects themselves, because we are not allowed to enter... but within his mind they are clear and potent: a small bell, a train, a fruit market, a lake, an apple tart, stars, daguerreotypes, spiders, and finally after much seeking, printed on the page of a book the word 'aufblitz'. the smile on his face conveys the depth of his connection to these things he now holds inside of himself with great strength and longing, his memory as a series of beautiful moments, small pools of light strung together as on a chirstmas tree. these things bind him. his face also betrays a sadness in his heart, maybe his eyes, maybe his smile, but his face still remains a kind of premonition of the tears that begin to fall just after this photo was taken, as if the bright flash and the shutter click had finally broken him, forcing him violently to go from there and then to hear and now... but he seems an unwilling traveler... still his back remains upright, and his knees stiffly crossed, his face still staring, and solidly mute. the photograph has been taken, but he has not gotten up and wandered away. he remains still, even now, in this state, existing in that strange netherland of threshold where one must stand at the precipice of here, and at the same time long to be there. he is either a stone, or he evaporates... i'm guessing that at some point that beam on the right of him will soon collapse. it will either fall upon him and crush him, or it will fall right past him, through the floor, and he will quietly crawl through the passage to find all his of his seekings....

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

Welcome back.

4:23 PM  
Blogger Marc said...

Wonderful post! Welcome back Steve. I just took Meg to the airport so soon she'll be the weary traveler! Let's get together once she returns.



11:29 AM  
Blogger ArtSparker said...

Wonderful associations -

The Man with the Blue Guitar

Invisible Cities

Steven Milhauser.

If he is a stone, is he the thinking stone in Le Moncocle de Mon Oncle?

12:43 PM  
Blogger woolgathersome said...

Just came across this in the morning:

"He had nothing but the memory of it all, quivering beneath him like the strings of a fiddle. It was as though he happened to tread on one of these strings on the ground below, and a sound rang out, magical, real and true." - from The Birds, Tarjei Vesaas, 1957...

Apple tarts, stars, and spiders - those are some lovely memories...

5:09 PM  
Blogger ArtSparker said...

I have a feeling you may want to take a look at this blog -

Perhaps you know the MJT?

9:47 PM  
Blogger sroden said...

funny, i was just in belgium for the happy new ears festival and know jakob, and saw/heard him present this piece, where coicidentally, i also presented two sound installations (and even funnier i just finished tomorrow's post on one of them!). yes, the jurassic is amazing. great place. thanks for the tip, i didn't know about his blog.

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